Took a walk on one foggy night. The night was chill, blurry and it was so tranquil that you can hear only the tiny bugs making their sounds. The dark of the night seems to soothe the misery deep inside. Light seems really far away, it is dimming slowly. The fog are thick all over! You could see your hard breath pushing steam to the air. The vision is blurred and it felt so much similar to what is inside your head. In your head everything is blurry, unclear and in a big mess too. You goes on wondering what or where has went wrong.. Wishing so much you could find where does all the mess begin and put everything to an end but it is truly impossible. How do you end something when you don't even know where does it begin. At the sharp bark of a dog you're awaken from your faraway thought. This is when all your decades of life come flashing in front of your eyes like projector playing a video presentation. Your sweet childhood, where all the laughter are and silly play make you really happy. Your energetic teenage years when you begin exploring more about this world and your seemingly comfortable early adulthood until now, the boiling point of life. You had a good life but where has thing messed up? You wish someone is there to point it out to you what have you done wrong to deserve what you're living now.
When everything seems so wrong that nothing is right anymore. When you ended up fall so hard after all those humiliating stumbles. When the day only threw the harshest coldness and blazing flames to your face. Each time is worse than the previous ones. You have nowhere or no one to turn to when you needed them the most. When everyone you know has raises their invincible walls against you. When your voice are no longer heard and your presence seems spooky as a nightmare to people who used to be around you. All that you could do is crying silently in a grossly pain because even the tears has dries up from your eyes. I bet what you feel is everything good in this world has gone, leaving you alone behind to crawl till you break. The agony pushing you so hard that the deep darkness is all you're hoping for when your day will finally end and your weaken heart quit beating. The best of your determination has now turn to the worst of desperation. The angel and demon inside of you are trying so hard to convince you to listen to either of them. Each one is giving you the thought to overpower the other. Now is your decision at the most desperate time to decide who you're going to listen to. Your final decision will either make you or break you. If it doesn't kill you, it will definitely making you much stronger.
If you think you're one of those who face the worst out of life, think again. There's always someone facing situation worst than yours somewhere out there. To all the damned, the lost and the forgotten. Here I am pleading you not to lose the spark of hope inside of you. Never try to force the light of life inside of you to end prematurely, there is the most powerful heavenly force up there. When our time come, there is no way we could escape it but when it is not yet the time, we will keep living no matter how is the situation. He is there to judge and decide for us.
When there's worries inside of us, as a typical human being we will start using our immense power of thinking negatively. Our imagination went negative, our thinking and eventually our life went negative too because each second pass, you're drawing the negative energy closer to you instead of pushing it away. I know it's easier say than do but most of those successful people are able to put their desperation into opportunity and they make it excited. You know why, because when you're excited you are drawing positivity near you and you'll look at problem in a different way. Try to take the worries away then you can think properly. Wasting all the time sitting down thinking about your worries isn't going to take you further. It will make things worse because the longer you sit, the longer you delay on things. The longer you delay, the more you're accumulating problem. Come on! You have the whole world waiting for you to explore and make the best out of it. Get up and face it. Without you knowing, you might stand up higher and firmer now than ever before. Be the change that you wish to see in this world.
When everything seems so wrong that nothing is right anymore. When you ended up fall so hard after all those humiliating stumbles. When the day only threw the harshest coldness and blazing flames to your face. Each time is worse than the previous ones. You have nowhere or no one to turn to when you needed them the most. When everyone you know has raises their invincible walls against you. When your voice are no longer heard and your presence seems spooky as a nightmare to people who used to be around you. All that you could do is crying silently in a grossly pain because even the tears has dries up from your eyes. I bet what you feel is everything good in this world has gone, leaving you alone behind to crawl till you break. The agony pushing you so hard that the deep darkness is all you're hoping for when your day will finally end and your weaken heart quit beating. The best of your determination has now turn to the worst of desperation. The angel and demon inside of you are trying so hard to convince you to listen to either of them. Each one is giving you the thought to overpower the other. Now is your decision at the most desperate time to decide who you're going to listen to. Your final decision will either make you or break you. If it doesn't kill you, it will definitely making you much stronger.
If you think you're one of those who face the worst out of life, think again. There's always someone facing situation worst than yours somewhere out there. To all the damned, the lost and the forgotten. Here I am pleading you not to lose the spark of hope inside of you. Never try to force the light of life inside of you to end prematurely, there is the most powerful heavenly force up there. When our time come, there is no way we could escape it but when it is not yet the time, we will keep living no matter how is the situation. He is there to judge and decide for us.
When there's worries inside of us, as a typical human being we will start using our immense power of thinking negatively. Our imagination went negative, our thinking and eventually our life went negative too because each second pass, you're drawing the negative energy closer to you instead of pushing it away. I know it's easier say than do but most of those successful people are able to put their desperation into opportunity and they make it excited. You know why, because when you're excited you are drawing positivity near you and you'll look at problem in a different way. Try to take the worries away then you can think properly. Wasting all the time sitting down thinking about your worries isn't going to take you further. It will make things worse because the longer you sit, the longer you delay on things. The longer you delay, the more you're accumulating problem. Come on! You have the whole world waiting for you to explore and make the best out of it. Get up and face it. Without you knowing, you might stand up higher and firmer now than ever before. Be the change that you wish to see in this world.
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